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I have so many basic needs I need to attend to (like eat, sleep, pee, not necessarily in that order) and I still need to work. So I’ll make this a weird post, where you get to see my part of the dialogue with a friend. Because I don’t have time to polish a post, but… I want to skip, and chant “I’ve got a boyfriend” like a silly schoolgirl! Right, don’t judge, it’s just some words thrown on a screen… But I am still on a little puffy cloud today, even though I haven’t slept nearly enough to take me through the day! There is much more to come about last night, but that’s all I have time for right now. I just want to climb on the highest mountain and shout my love!

He’s just left.

We did much more than talk, but we did that as well.

I almost told him 10 times I love him.

But I said it with other words 🙂

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Who shaved who?…

Ha… so much for an early night… 🙂

Now it’s time for you to sleep

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Lol! That’s what he said too!

And he said he didn’t mind the hair, and he didn’t mind shaving me. Whichever I preferred.

And then he took me in his arms and…

I could almost hear him say “I don’t mind one way or the other, as long as it’s you”

My bed is soooo wet!

There was a towel on the bed. It just wasn’t enough!

Now… even through a folded one, I can sense the cool wetness

I’ll have to sleep on the other side!

Ah, his smell, his taste… 🙂

HIs presence

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I slept well, even if for a short time!

How about you?

I thought hard about showering this morning but went against it.

I want to keep him in me as long as possible.

Did I tell you I basically told him I love him? You know the words I used in my Human post? I said that to him. That it doesn’t matter what I’d forgotten about him. Because what mattered was here and there, (touching his heart and head)

I sent him both my post (just changed the word ‘love’ for ‘feelings’ for the Dancer), and I also sent him your dare.

Yesterday, we discussed the Bouncer. I mentioned he seemed sort of jealous. And that I almost wanted to tell him “You realise I’m with someone, right?”, though it’s a difficult thing to say to someone you’re in the middle of fucking, isn’t it?

I did use these same words with The Dancer. He seemed to welcome them

You know, last night, it really felt like he was screaming “I love you” to me the whole time!

The fact he was saying repeatedly he should have come earlier

The fact he told me it was good to be there

The fact he was so happy to see me, the way he made love to me.

All of it… Sigh!

Still on a little cloud!

He loves me!

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He does…

I knew he did…

Are you still seeing him on Wednesday?

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I think so, unless something awful happens…

He asked me when we were seeing each other again (that’s as he was leaving. First time in a long time, if not ever, that he’s asked me this)

I told him “you told me Wednesday” and laughed

[NDLR That’s when I’d told him I had some spotting following a Pap smear and he’d cancelled our date yesterday night, rearranged it for Wednesday night. Then… he asked if he still could come for a chat, even before I’d sent him the email saying I was disappointed we’d cancelled because the spotting was over. It was supposed to be a Mon or Wed… turned into a Mon and Wed]

He laughed too, asked “Next Wednesday?”

“No I have my kids.”

“Ok, so I’ll come visit you in my firefighter’s gear” [Yes, he’s also a volunteer firefighter]. So… he’s coming!

And we’re also going to do something sexy together, not next weekend but the one after.

Did I tell you I said to him I wanted to tell The Bouncer I’m with him?

[NDLR: Yes, I have a post to write about that night too, and yes, lots happened, as you could read in my last post… I don’t know when I’ll get around to writing it though]

and he seemed to accept it, think of it in those terms too?

Didn’t seem offended in the least, not even surprised…

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Such a brave girl and such a reward x

Well deserved

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Yes, I felt bold last night

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No… really… you do surprise me x

[NDLR considering the fact that I didn’t dare send a note she’d dared me to send, because it was basically telling him ‘I love you’… yes, I felt bold. Should I say that I did send the quote to him today?]

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See, the thing is… he came to see me even though there was a high chance that nothing would happen, just so we could chat about my good news and my evening last night.

When I asked him if he minded chatting in my bed because my living room was nowhere fit to receive visitors, he sent me a ‘no problem’ back, with a smiley…

I have a boyfriend, it’s now official, even if the words weren’t used, it’s how he feels and how I feel and we both know it.

Sunday, during the movies, I felt this tremendous need to be with him, wanted to share this with him.

And yesterday, I told him I thought of him throughout the movie and he wasn’t really surprised, simply asked me why?

I said I wanted to share it, it was so beautiful and touched me so.

And he said “then we’ll go back to the movies together”

Then I described it to him, and… we are on the same page on all of it, and we managed to laugh at some things…

And we both opened up so much!

I want to skip around and singsong “I have a boyfriend”

lol!

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You have absolutely won his heart

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Can I admit that I was slighlty wary yesterday night?

When he said “can I still come to chat…”

I feared he was going to tell me something along the lines of ‘this is over’

I know, silly me!

But then, when he said he should leave me so I got enough sleep, since I needed to get up early for work, I held him tighter, I told him having him near me makes up for any lack of sleep, and he stayed.